Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be

Dear Me,

Where do I start, writing you a letter about the person I wish you could be, to be honest I am not too entirely sure of what that would be... part of me deep down wishes you could be different but the other part of me knows that you are who you are ment to be and I can't change that, nor do I want to.

telling yourself who you wish you were would air out every insecurity you have. And I don’t wish you to be a woman of weakness – or a woman who airs out her dirty laundry in public…

Writing everything I wish for you to be here, would almost seem like writing things you felt you couldn’t achieve – which would be why you were wishing as opposed to doing something else…

I know you are and always have been capable of being the person you know you can be.

If anything, the only thing I would change if I could, would be to not let those who are suppose to be close to you walk all over you as if you're feelings don't matter.. I am not a doormat, nor punching bag, like everyone else I have feelings that matter, even if to you they don't to me they do and thats all that matters to me!.....

signed, me