3 months later and still hurts like hell!

3 months and still haven't talked at ALL to her... nor has she even tried... not evne on MSN ... blocked me on there completley... what i don't get is how she could ever even have considered herself my best friend if she was willing to hurt me like she did.. best friends don't treat best friends like crap, i never have n never would hurt her ever... i guess her friendship really never was worth it but it still hurts like you couldnt imagine.. and i don't like it one bit.